Kingda ka guyz wut do u think?

i'm a big roller boaster fan, n i go on every roller coaster i see in an amusment park cuase it's just so fun. i did go to six flags like a year and a half ago n i wuz so so so sure i wuz gonna go on kingda ka with my dad. but once i got there n took 1 look at that thing i'm like "0 hell no" n now i really regret it n wuz watching alot of POV (points of views) on youtube n kinda no wut to expect mentally. has any1 ever been a roller coaster fan but wuz 2 afraid to go on kingda ka? i really wanna conquer this fear. cause one of the thing on my list of things i must do b4 i die (i don't really have an actual list just mentally) and i might go to six flags the day after prom, which is in may, so...2nd question how long is the wait if i'm going on a saterday..cause if it's really long i kinda get bad axiety thinking about it n i tend to....have to pee alot so i don't wanna get off the line just because i gotta go so bad AND if i do get on it i'm afraid that if i gotta pee n this ride just may make me go right in the seat n i don't want that 2 happen...